Hard press on every side.....

Hard press on every side but not yet given up......in every situation, there will be a way to solve it.

No matter how hard or tough the problems is, always know that God is with you. God is with me now. Now I am facing all the consequences that I need to face. facing all the wrong thing I had done. It is very stressful. No choice. the reason why do I end up like this it because I had made wrong choices in the past and now had to pay back. I believe one day i ca walk out of darkness into light.

on a 40days fasting. sudenly feel hungry and headach. It already the 9th day sudden feel like giving up.....help,,,,God help me. no temptation is beyond what I can bear.

its a great day.

Finally can have a long talk with my leader. been waiting for the chance. Many time people get so busy with things around and yet forget about people around. Its time for all of us to STOP and look carefully at people around you, each of them , on thier face. you will find Joy and reliase how much u had miss and wanted to treasure them.

I reliase I have to learn how to expres my self better.

I think many people are like me. what we think on the inside is not what we behave on the outside. . . . interesting right!
I have no idea why. maybe this is just human behaviour. all human make the same mistake, always cant express what we really want/ think on the inside.....really hard?
Kind of for me. I am almost emotionless......almost but still fun/funny at time...hahaha.....

I really miss the smile on my face....it seem like gone....not that i am not happy or sad or angry. it just that nothing really make my day.....everyday is seem the same.....like copy and paste...hahaha soooooooofunny right...

Anyway God is good to me. Had fellowship with my members and talk to a few of them. enjoyed myself. I got a few revelation from God and i think it is really cool. the place I working now is a bit negative or bore.....nothing really much...it not a play ground.....heehee but yet God can give me revelation to encourage me and show me bigger picture. I thank God for every situation I am in....amen!

Felt so encourage by my leader. thank you for talling me my strength and weakness. I will improve on it. but it might take a longer time. I believe God place me in my working place to train and mould me to be a better person.....heehee...very positive saying this!!!! I really enjoy working....it a training ground, now I understand why God put me there. Thank God for everything that happen in my life. Good or bad it is all HIS! yeah! He will take care of me.

Fasting just started.............

yes, I walked by faith and live by faith. Amen!

Was wondering in my mind if I can do it? fasting for 40day? wow...I trust in HIm and have faith. during cell group He comfirm it with His word. I believe His grace is enougn for me. I can do all things only through Christ who strengthen me. Amen! I am not the first one nor the last.

believe more problems and trial will come my ways. I trust IN HIM...........with all my heart, mind and strength. yeah!

Afraid I cant do it but have faith in HIm. people around me please keep me in prayer. thank you very much!

haha now writing letter to my boy who is in NS(army)to encourage him. hope he can come out to be a real man.

finally back......1

laptop was down and now i am finally back........yes!

yesterday went for cell group, wow it was so good. Yong fu shared a strong message from Joshua 1:6-9. indeed it is what i needed the most. God is good. all the time He is with me. Amen! when I dont see His hands moving for my situation, I will trust His heart which is always for me yeah!

My boy is back from camp......haha no hair liao......He look fitter and better.....I believe he had alots to share...heehee all the unhappies.....

hard push but not yet given up!

recently feel so stress up with everything around me. studies, family, personal, work....just everything since falling apart. .....I just have to pray and hang on to the promises of God.

Amen! I believe I can do it. having so many negative thought and temptation around......so hard to keep my self away.....so hard but I want to keep away from all of them.....Faith!!!!I walked by faith, and live by faith.....

missing you

missing you.....missing ur presence, missing ur smile, missing the little thing u will remember about me.....Just missing u......

haha

recently was busy with work and my friend.she went for an operation and I went to see her when ever I can. now she is back at home, resting. pray that she will receover soon and there is less pain for her leg. God is so good, I prayer for her before her operation and it went smoothly. I believe she will recover very soon......it ggood for her to take a good rest after working for such a long time....heehee.......all thing happen for good.

that day was talking to annie for an hour over the phone so happy ....haha really miss her alot.....anyway she looking prettier this time...

tired for my work...got sick today...hope i can recover soon. having flu and headach.....tired and cant sleep.....feel that my life is bore...bore....