Walking closer to Jesus

Oh yes! finanlly exam over. mind is free for a week only.......

Now start new class liao.....bore bore stress stress.....trying to understand new thing.....seem easy but alot of detail to know and study.....more hard work.....

Work is same same....just that there is a new staff and she is very wired...and funny....thinking of all the thing she do will make me laught...hahahahaha
=P
Alot of problem working together....trying my best to work with her with a cooling heart......heehee I am super hot tempted....and stubbon always wanting my way....sign....How to live Christ out of me.....so tough. Again, I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me.

Spiritually, I been listening to the bible.....walking home from orchard.....spending time to pray and listen to the bible....got many encouragement and assurence from God. I believe my faith have enlarge and my walk with God have grow deeper...but still no enough.....now i am learning to walk by faith.....it is hard and it is not by human understand by in everything pray and fast and ask God .

Listening to Bible is a new experinece for me....it cool....Trying to finish the whole bible in a month....haha dont know can a not. . . .just try my best.....

Anyway wanted to look for a new job soon but dont know what knid of job to look for....wanted a stable job like mon to fri 9 to 6pm....so weekend can rest and go church. salary about 2500 to 3500...haha high right...ask should be given. amen!

Hope to start 2010 a great year ahead.....yes!!!!
more to come. more blessing is on my way.....yes!!!

new revelation

Dream come true.......

Determination
Realistic Timing
Enthasiasm
A step at a time
Mentor

come

Turning the
Real
U into
Evidence

cool.......

God put a smile on my face.

WOW......life have been ups and down for me.....

having my exam now....work and then study and then work and then exam.....stress up! trying my very best to remember all the text...exam questions were easy but I just simply cant remember the text to write. My brain just spoil cant remember things.....very bad....I just keep blaming my self......trying to remember things......

despire of all this rubbish and stress.....haha God know how to make me relax and smile! =D Yeah, receive a phone call from GB 2nd coy. Yolin, she invited me to GB 2nd coy pri to share the word of God. wow ! spo excited to accept and prepare for it. That phone call make my days and week. Just too excited......at the back of my mind I was wondering why me....as in there are many preacher, speaker and pastor around why me.

I have a destiny I know i should fulfill
I have a destiny on the city on a hill
I have a destiny , it not an empty wish
For I know I was born for such a time as this.

Yolind told me when she pray, my name just came to her...wow God answer my prayer and make me smile. =P

God is the BEST!!!!!
Yeah!

I am BACK.............

HAHAHA

missing for a while....laptop spoil, just borrowed one from yongfu. So kind of him. finally everything is back to normal...but I am having exam soon...\

Stress UP!!!!this round got 6 papers to clear, hopefully NO MORE FAILING......taste of failure is bad.....I am studying hard and studying the best I know how with all the left over time I have. GOD HELP ME.......

When God is fighting the war with you, surely, I WILL WIN the battle. YEah! Went for service today, Pastor Kong rock. He looked so tired yet the word that he preach came so alive in to my heart. INdeed this is the word of season I need in my life now!

Cool! awesome! my faith was arise and I feel good.

1. Humble
2. Courage
3. Loyal

Pray for me k, My frist paper on the coming monday. I will jiayou and do my best, God do the rest....Yeah!

Hard press on every side.....

Hard press on every side but not yet given up......in every situation, there will be a way to solve it.

No matter how hard or tough the problems is, always know that God is with you. God is with me now. Now I am facing all the consequences that I need to face. facing all the wrong thing I had done. It is very stressful. No choice. the reason why do I end up like this it because I had made wrong choices in the past and now had to pay back. I believe one day i ca walk out of darkness into light.

on a 40days fasting. sudenly feel hungry and headach. It already the 9th day sudden feel like giving up.....help,,,,God help me. no temptation is beyond what I can bear.

its a great day.

Finally can have a long talk with my leader. been waiting for the chance. Many time people get so busy with things around and yet forget about people around. Its time for all of us to STOP and look carefully at people around you, each of them , on thier face. you will find Joy and reliase how much u had miss and wanted to treasure them.

I reliase I have to learn how to expres my self better.

I think many people are like me. what we think on the inside is not what we behave on the outside. . . . interesting right!
I have no idea why. maybe this is just human behaviour. all human make the same mistake, always cant express what we really want/ think on the inside.....really hard?
Kind of for me. I am almost emotionless......almost but still fun/funny at time...hahaha.....

I really miss the smile on my face....it seem like gone....not that i am not happy or sad or angry. it just that nothing really make my day.....everyday is seem the same.....like copy and paste...hahaha soooooooofunny right...

Anyway God is good to me. Had fellowship with my members and talk to a few of them. enjoyed myself. I got a few revelation from God and i think it is really cool. the place I working now is a bit negative or bore.....nothing really much...it not a play ground.....heehee but yet God can give me revelation to encourage me and show me bigger picture. I thank God for every situation I am in....amen!

Felt so encourage by my leader. thank you for talling me my strength and weakness. I will improve on it. but it might take a longer time. I believe God place me in my working place to train and mould me to be a better person.....heehee...very positive saying this!!!! I really enjoy working....it a training ground, now I understand why God put me there. Thank God for everything that happen in my life. Good or bad it is all HIS! yeah! He will take care of me.

Fasting just started.............

yes, I walked by faith and live by faith. Amen!

Was wondering in my mind if I can do it? fasting for 40day? wow...I trust in HIm and have faith. during cell group He comfirm it with His word. I believe His grace is enougn for me. I can do all things only through Christ who strengthen me. Amen! I am not the first one nor the last.

believe more problems and trial will come my ways. I trust IN HIM...........with all my heart, mind and strength. yeah!

Afraid I cant do it but have faith in HIm. people around me please keep me in prayer. thank you very much!

haha now writing letter to my boy who is in NS(army)to encourage him. hope he can come out to be a real man.

finally back......1

laptop was down and now i am finally back........yes!

yesterday went for cell group, wow it was so good. Yong fu shared a strong message from Joshua 1:6-9. indeed it is what i needed the most. God is good. all the time He is with me. Amen! when I dont see His hands moving for my situation, I will trust His heart which is always for me yeah!

My boy is back from camp......haha no hair liao......He look fitter and better.....I believe he had alots to share...heehee all the unhappies.....

hard push but not yet given up!

recently feel so stress up with everything around me. studies, family, personal, work....just everything since falling apart. .....I just have to pray and hang on to the promises of God.

Amen! I believe I can do it. having so many negative thought and temptation around......so hard to keep my self away.....so hard but I want to keep away from all of them.....Faith!!!!I walked by faith, and live by faith.....

missing you

missing you.....missing ur presence, missing ur smile, missing the little thing u will remember about me.....Just missing u......

haha

recently was busy with work and my friend.she went for an operation and I went to see her when ever I can. now she is back at home, resting. pray that she will receover soon and there is less pain for her leg. God is so good, I prayer for her before her operation and it went smoothly. I believe she will recover very soon......it ggood for her to take a good rest after working for such a long time....heehee.......all thing happen for good.

that day was talking to annie for an hour over the phone so happy ....haha really miss her alot.....anyway she looking prettier this time...

tired for my work...got sick today...hope i can recover soon. having flu and headach.....tired and cant sleep.....feel that my life is bore...bore....

very happy..........=D

On thur, meet up my long lost GB/school friends.......wow it been a long time since we last met. I think about 8-9 years we never meet not even on the street. it is very cool to meet up, looking forward to meet more of them the next month. I am so happy. we went to an expensive cafe for dinner and had lots of laughter. . . . .=D

on friday, work as normal, went for night class. was tired.....but have lots of fun with serene....haha....was having fun in the car...heehee.....going to arrange KTV next coming week.....yes! finally I am going to SING.........yeah!

on Sat, Working as normal. went for class and did presentation, haha it was good even it was last min stuff. I only prepare for like 30min before going before the class.....i think i did well. yes! went back to wrok afater class. at night got wedding dinner at the Pine country club. the couple was about to march in when I reached.....haha super late, cos I forget to bring my shoes out to change, brought my dress to change but not forgot about shoes, therefore went back home to take....heehee super forgetful...
dinner was fun, met many relative and talked to many of them. very happy to see them and know that they are doing well.

yeah! today is my off day. hahaha very happy able to go church and fellowship with cell group members......you know what the best thing that happen today. I met a new friend, she is a walk in to attend church service, and she sat beside me. when I was praying, God told me to talk to her and ask her to join my cell group. SO after service I did. to my surpraise, she was open, and excited to met my cell group. she came from india to Singapore to study in nus, and she is only 22. young and smart. She been coming to chc for two months , hope she can join our cell group and grow together with us. YEAH! really happy how God use me to reach and touch life around.

sunday.....busy as normal just not rushing, went for lunch with cell at orchard, then gave bible study, haha give half way no more cos I dont have the slides..haha so funny, this time thing like that happened....
after then went dinner with my parents and auntie...then go grandma's house for dinner again....yes, every alternate sunday i will have to take 2 dinner. haha growing fat fat. Thank God only twice a month.....if not you will see fat lynne soon.


something to encourage you: ALL EXPERIENCES HAPPENED IN YOUR LIFE ARE NOT AN ACCIDENT BECAUSE SOME DAYS YOU MIGHT USE IT TO BE A BLESSING TO OTHERS. living to be a blessing.....

what's is life...............

whoa whoa its been some time i never blog...haha.....i must stay faithful....to blog....heehee....

this fews weeks have been a tiring and busy weeks for me. trying to balance up everything.....church, work, family, friends, fun, rest.....etc....

it is tough but i believe I can DO IT....haha

wanted to tell you I miss you.......alot .........alot........haha who? is for me to know and for you to find out.....really miss you .......but too far away........

recently getting abit emotional....maybe because of work. feeling lost at work. I felt bad for the trouble i had created. I really dont know how....and what to do.... trying to change but it take time...I am kind of stupid, take a longer time to learn. sian sian.....must Jiayou lynne.....YES! yes! God is with me amen!

oh ya a friend of mine just gave birth to a healthy baby boy...i was so excited and happy for her.... i was praying for her the night before she gave birth and the baby moved in the stomach when i lay hand on it.....wow....I was shock and excited.....haha first time i felt the baby move in the stomach like agreeing with my prayer.....whoa whoa....cool!

here are something to encourage you\

change of mind set, and it will change ur life!

Breakthrough in the mind

Yesterday was a very very bad day. many things happen at work.....

haha today is a breakthrough day....yes! went for service today, it was so so awesome. our life is like Jonah. now i inally understand why i have to go through some of the stuff again.....like dispointment, anger, temper problem...

Gpd allow all this thing to happen to me so I can become a better and stronger person. this all trial is called the moulding in the heart....

so happy.....to have your mind breakthrough....

encourage all of you to keep having revelation from God and a brand new thinking , a new mind set.

Live a happy life today!

God is with me

whao.....just reach home from everything....

over night prayer meeting till 3am...then slept at 445am. wake up at 730am to work...not feel well but now ok liao......

end work at 730pm , eat dinner with boss and then send her back home. went to give bible study at 930 to 1030pm....and reach home at 1115pm...haha now tired liao...

work is so good....everything went smoothly...yeah! fasting work! yes!

kind of worries about my friends over in taiwan.....dont know how are they. hopefully they reply me.

Busy Day................

WOW WOW TODAY IS A VERY VERY VERY BUSY DAY..........
So tired now , later going for prayer meeting.....over night..haha dont know can stay till 3am a not.....tml got to work at 7am.....haha....God is my strength amen!

So happy today is my 3rd day fasting......so hungry yet very happy......need God's strength and Grace to be with me.......

fasting for my SOT friend who is in taiwan, one of them having problem in the youth ministry hopefully thins is what I can do for her over my side.
The other my friend is fasting for her future blink blink.....haha....really want her to find a good husband....yes! A good man make a different in a woman life.


Need to go bath and go prayer meeting.....rush rush .....do down your comment after reading my life......

I am back.............

Hi all, I am back....wow few days never get into internet felt so lost....hahaha
Yesterday went to curch, plastor Kong message was so so good. I am very blessed. I want to be a faithful and loyal friend to all you people.......

I wast to be loyal to God.....seving Him all my life. yeah!

Today work was good....not tired but a bit busy...haha sale not bad....Thank God for it....if not I will be so stress up....heehee....God know what I am tinking...yes! He know....Today I fasted from 6am to 6pm....so tough to fasted esp...when facing all the food....yes! I made it.....so happy...my cell group member came to see me at work...so sad dont have time for him...sad sad....

This week feeling better..maybe have more rest liao ba......monday is my rest day....after work come back and rest and play games....haha...so happy.....Looking forward for this wed over night prayer meeting....need alot of strength from God...cos i need to work at 7am.....and on thur I giving bible study...very excited looking forward to serve and teach......yes! I thinl i can get better.

as for my night class, i think i need to wrok harder....and spend more time studying......exam in Nov....very afraid I cant cope... but God is my strength, with HIM all thins are possible amen!


Here is something I want to encourage you with:

What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us!

internet was down.....cant get online dont know why. haha today went to church it was so happy. having the persence of God. cool. alot to share....hopefully internet will be up tml....

so happy to talk to my good friend from taiwan yesterday night. we talk folr a while and i am very happy about it ..haha...been a long time i talk to people ....


loyalty produce growth.
commitment and loyalty come hand in hand.

3rd days writing about my self

went to work, abit late but still manage to finish everything in time. work is normal just that I quarrel with someone today.....feeling bad...... having some situation at work....trying to pray and fast for it...believing for a breakthrough. . . .

Haha went for cell group. Praise and worship is so good. God really came, all of us were into the holy of holies. Yong fu, my cell gourp coming up leader did a very good job......cool! cheer...........
went supper with some of my cg members....awesome fellowship, very long never eat with them, felt so far away....need to take some time to get to know them.....hahaha....

recently been feeling very sad and depress about hing around...thing I cant change and I cant do anything about it. .. . . feeling a bit lost..now is a transition of my life...need to make many decisions and would have to take one at a time......scare to make wrong decision again...sian failure in life is something i offen face...sian.....hopefully this all will quickly go away.....yes!!!!! or maybe i am just physically tired....and just need rest...heehee this sunday is my off day, finally....off day......will have to go home to sleep after service and fellowship.......hopefully nothing come up last min......

oh ya......I was very very encourage by my friend in taiwan. She was sharing my testimony with her cell group. and many of them was very inspire. God is doing His work everywhere....His way are higher than our way....amen!

prayers work.

I was just counting my blessing one by one. I remember a few months back, when 3 of my good friends lost their job. I was sad and feel bad for them. I told them that I willl pray and fast for them. You know what. NOW , all 3 of them got a job and all got chance to go oversea for attachment. wow wow . not only a job, not only expected salary, and good prospect for their future. God did above and beyond what a man can think. amem! Prayer work. I really want to encourage people who had lost their Job or feeling discourage. Please continue to pray and fast. Cause IT WORK!!!!! When you cant see God's hand moving, TRUST HIS HEART, HE is always with you. . . Yeah! God is with me even when i failed.

Ha Ha, got back my last exam result, failed 2 subjects......sad sad.....I need to jia you jia you......got to spend lots lots lots of time studyinggggggggggggggg ......................

this morning just sent my good friend of to the airport......sudden feel that I will miss his accompany. . . .all this while he is one of my best friend, he help me alot esp when i am not free or around. He is like my extra hands and le to do the thing i cant do/go. anyway good for him to go off so he can learn more and move on in life. I think i will be ok ......

Sudden getting too tired liao...going to zzzzzzzzzzzzz

HEE HEE............so happy to have people writing on my blog within 24 hours....very very happy.....

Today is a happy day. you know what. my boss ask me for my car IU no and when i ask why, she told me she is going to buy season parking for me at my work place. wow wow! each month is about $120 and she is going to buy 3 month for me. cool! It mean I am blessed with $360.cool!!!! parking my car when i am at work for free......................God is so so so good. He think and work before me. making me to trust Him more and more each day.

The smile on my face has not seize since I hear the news...........God will do thing to make me smile each day. I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!YES =D

my first time.....heehee

wow wow wow this is my first time writing on my blog......so cool.........wonder if got anyone will read.....hahaha....

Just started work for a week. It been tiring but easy la. still trying to get use to it, need a bit more time. sometime still blur blur....heehee...not enough sleep.

God has been good to me....I miss HIM. Missing His Presence so so so much.....all SOT student will understand what i mean. I was praying for for a good paid and YES! today I ask and I got it.....not very high but still ok.....haha Thank God for everything. He is my provider....I hope this place will be a place where FAith is found and anyone who read about my life, FAiTh will arise on the inside. AMen! that all for now I am so tired......